Sep 06 2008, 10:49PM

Hey! I got this poem from my groups page, I thought you'd might like to hear it! 'F A M I L Y' I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes." By this time, I felt very small, And now my tears began to fall. I quietly went and knelt by his bed; "Wake up, little one, wake up," I said. "Are these the flowers you picked for me?" He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue." I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway." I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

Sep 06 2008, 2:21PM

maybe not stupid but i felt like that was all my fault and yeah it is confusing its something i cant get over as quickly especially since he's in my choir class every B day that makes it so much more akward. haha i wont leave you in choir class with grace she has a huge mouth and yet we love her anyway, Sidekicks aka partners in crime. Yeah Nick Jonas is hot lol but i still had something with chris though... ugh life is horrible. of course cracking jokes about that horrible old dan tucker song certainly makes me feel a little better eww that song was bad. yeah we did work hard in there just think what would have happened if we didnt have the same chorus class year we wouldnt have met... well maybe we would have but like we wouldnt have come to be as close as we are now. yeah auditioning with you was so fun and yeah our duet will be ILL lol and yeah we will talk alot in choir class like old times. powepuff girls and partners in crime hahaha. the plane ride will be loooong but fun cuz we'll be the losers singing to our ipods and watching tv shows like secret life of the american teenager and gossip girl on your ipod rocking out to the jonas brothers haha. lol you put it in your locker?? Awesomness :) <3333333

Sep 06 2008, 1:49PM

Hey Ash! What been going on? Hey! Its all cool! School's a big thing for you and Linds right now, so make that a first priority! LOL! I'm going back to school in the fall. Weber State University! My major in Primary Education! But I'm starting some classes now so I don't have a big load when fall hits! LOL! Last year huh? How exciting! I'm sure you'll end this year out with a bang! LOL! Well, got house work to do, so I'll email ya later! Keep me in touch sis! God bless you! Big brother, Erik

Sep 06 2008, 8:02AM

he likes me too :) YAYYYYY!!!! tuesday i wont see him but ill see him everyday besides tuesday so im good.

Sep 06 2008, 8:02AM

i want him to ask me out :)

Sep 06 2008, 7:56AM

yes i am stupid, i messed it up and there must have been something i could have done to prevent all of this stuff from happening. Yeah it is way confusing but i cant stop thinking about it. It's like a bad song i cant get outta my head or a roller coaster im dying to jump out of. it makes me wanna like die its killing me inside and i've tried to not think about it and focus on the important stuff like choir and the fun stuff were gonna do in choir and of course the duet were doing and california and all that stuff but i doubt he'll wanna be my friend after the most akward breakup ever. ughh i want all of it to stop. cali kids forever :) thanks for all your help bubbles lol. POWERPUFF GIRLS <333

Sep 05 2008, 8:45PM

yeah there must have been something i can do... i know it.

Sep 05 2008, 8:44PM

yeah i almost started crying..yeah it is my fault i mean why am i that stupid? ughh i ruined everything thats why he wont talk to me and his mom hates me =/ i wish all of this would start making sense now because i dont understand it very well. yess the experiences are gonna take us to the top & LOS ANGELES will realize the stars come as soon as our plane lands. which your sitting next to me on the plane. yess manyyy pics!!! & ill text you in the morning. Good Night!!! LYLAS <333

Sep 05 2008, 7:33PM

ash love your new pic!!! your absolutely gorgeous. love jordyn <3

Sep 05 2008, 7:06PM

hahaha yeah ash u took that pic & own it lol. i love the one you have up now. <3333 OMG EVANNNN IS SOOOO CUTE <333